only boyfriend and only EX

to start this story....

i had a boyfriend for almost 3 years. i've known him from a friend when i was in high school. i saw him for couple of times only. we txted or talk for some time, then biglang mawawala, then he will text again, then wala ulit, that lasted until college. when i was in 3rd year college i went to my h.s friend's house and he was there, syempre it was a party, everyone's drunk including me. i know something is going to happen that night, and there, tama nga ako. i was 17 back then. too young and didn't even think. but it was okay. i know i like him and i've known him for years already. seems "malandi" but believe me, it only happened once. after that night, we started to date. no formal na kame. it was like M.U. so go with the flow lang. i don't want to expect anything. until one day, nawala siya bigla. i was like "uhm... what happened?" i didn't get any message from him, so hinayaan ko nalang, then i found out that he has a girlfriend. since i was in college at that time and there are lots of things to do, i concentrated on my studies. we dated i think for less than a year (i'm not really into countings.hehe). i finished college without a boyfriend. hehe. then i passed the board exam and started to work in a hospital as a nurse. it was january 2009, i met him again, because my hs friendwants to see me after several years, so gimik, shot ulit, then hinatid niya ko sa house namen. he kissed me. i didn't stop him maybe because i missed him. and then start ulit of another "relationship", at first M.U lang ulit. para bang we are waiting for each other kung sino una mgco-confess. of course, matigas ako, i won't be the first one to tell anything. so there, text lang ulit, no facebook pa that time, friendster palang, so don message kame. he's from bulacan kase so medyo malayo. on my birthday, i invited him, kaso hindi siya pumunta. i can't remember the exact reason. basta di siya pumunta. from that "tampuhan" he became sweet and caring, like he was courting me for real, which is di niya ginawa before. i supposed to introduce him to my parents and sister but there was a problem, my sister knew him, i used to tell our stories to my sister, as in everything, i even cried to her when i found out that he has a girlfriend. so how can i introduce him to my family if that was the situation back then, right? its kinda embarrassing. so hinayaan ko nalang. he was first boyfriend (and only X, it was the only relationship i had ever).